08.05.04 :: Someone talk me out of this

So I'm having this very irrational thought. It's absolutely crazy, the ideas I come up with when I have a migraine.

Okay, so here's my thought: I think I might go to The Goth Club tomorrow night. Yeah, you read me. I feel like reminding myself why I left this city and being ostracized a little more. I know I'll probably spend the majority of the night hiding in a corner from those that know me and hate me, those who know me and I don't see very often any way, and those who don't know me and would prefer to hate me because it gives them something to talk about. Maybe if a good song comes on I'll hide in a bathroom stall and dance in there.

Or hey, maybe I'll have a good time, right? Smirk.